Sunday, February 06, 2005
sad...sad....sad... actually thought 2day can go sentosa.... n c sam.... but tis gal cannot go..need 2 go back 2 malaysia.... so gd... goin 4 2 weeks... gonna miss u lotsa... u better arrange a time 2 meet with us..... i was like lookin 4ward 2 fri n sun..... 2 meet u all.... fri got gerald... agnes... n sam.... then cancelled.... super sad.... dunno y aso.... feelin so lethargic... these 2 days.... dun feel like doin any thing.... i'm sick of jc life.... so stressed..... oni 3 mths... n it has make me so pressurised.... wad if i reali choose jc.... oh no... dun dare 2 think..... will go mad.....
brought a handbag n trackshoes.... small white bag.... n purple shoes.... not fully purple...
leen seems 2 b very happy huh.... 453 talked 2 her..... worked harder ah leen.... 2 make him notice/ talk 2 u more.... (jia you).... e CO thingy.... so fed up wif myself.... jus cant get e rhythm right.... how? how? it will b terrible, horrible tt day.......
HaPpY ChINEsE NeW YeAr
Sunday, February 06, 2005